Well I got a new Xanga.. its

www.xanga.com/walking_with_him450

 It has pictures so go take a look!!

                Love Yall!!!

 Gaw  I love him....

 What have I gotten myself into?? I guess this summer will be just like the last but even better! Maybe going to Arkansas together n Late night swims. ..  Sounds like some FUN to me!!

Tomorrow is Brother David's last sermon. .  awww... I am going to cry.. BIG TIME! Hopefully It wont be that bad. .  I just dont need to let it get to me! I will sure miss the guy!

Well I think thats all for tonite..  . OoOo n I got my first cell phone of my own! Yey!!! I had to beg daddy.. with my lame excuses it kind of worked!

                                         Love Yall,

                                            Laura 

  Today was my last Full day of school . . .

 2 hrs of school left for me  . .  then   Im through. . ..

             goodbye

I wish I could have gone to her funeral. .  Mom said it was REALLY sad. . She cried the whole time. . and My mom doesnt cry very often. I was actually thinking about that this afternoon. .  then without even realising it I have a tear roll down my cheek. My brothers and sister mean the world to me . .  I think I need to be more compassionate to them,  because I never no when I  might lose one of  them. My sister could get killed on her way on from work tonite. Or my brother could have a major asthma attack n stop breathing. .  I just hope God has bigger and better plans for both of them. I could not be the only child. My parent would make me go live with my grandmaw. .  I talk way to much just for  it to be me and my parents. I guess thats why God blessed me with a sister and 2 brothers.  lol. .

 Ok not the good stuff. .   No more 5th or 6th for the rest of the week. Which is GREAT!! Both classes I hate.

I am glad I have friends who care about me without them I dont no what I would do. They are the best! 

Well were fissing to go eat Elchico's with the who Collins/Smith motley crew. . Cant forget the big brother. So I had to add Smith. . .Just to make him happy! lol  I love ya James!!!

                   Good Bye My loved ones. . .

                                   Laura

 It's been a depressing week so far. .  A death and having to make a VERY hard decision. Hopefully I choose the right one. Well I no I did.

 . .. . . .. .Well I am officially a RETIRED POWERLIFTER... . .. .  . . ..             But yea Coach wasnt that happy and neither was I . . .

 BUT .. . The good things are. ..

 * I can go watch my guys lift when we have meets on the same day. .   

* I can eat what I want and not worry about staying in my weight class. .

* I dont have to worry about mean lil grouchy girls first thing in the morning. .

* I dont have to get yelled at by coach. That gets old quick!. . .

* No more hurting myself just to win. . When your basically getting nothing   useful in life accomplished. .  hmm..

*  I Can spend my Saturday's with my friends instead of with a whole bunch of nasty fat guys in tight suit.. .  VERY unacttractive! lol VERY . ..

 And the conculsion is. . . I have much better things in life to do then be a powerliftre and hurt myself!  I learned alot about myself by being in it. But I promise I would never do it again.

 Just a few days still the summer. . .

O' and I like your truck by the way! It's Hot!

                           Love,

                                  Laura